Déjà Vu

I think about you now and then.       And all the differences 

All of the silly ways I chose                                     To find significance

But the fact is that after                          I’d had certificates 

I didn’t care, for fresh air I                       Became a physicist 

And when life steer the wave of.                 A (hardly)-business-trip 

You’ll find the things you grip tightest              .  Are just the first to slip  

I’ve been on both sides and through the great dividend. A mighty wind blew solace onto me for I’d been listening….

My friends stood beside me as I disassembled the charade and the masks faded, shaded, with the bluest blues I thought about you then, so I’ll think of you now 

   
 ~Prof. Mayfly

Flower-kid

A lofty flower saint (dainty) asked me quaintly and yet frankly why no ladies ever make boquet a to show their mateys “baby you make me crazy I can face the day daily because of you!! you are my faves see…. There are no others who’d I’d wish to take your spacey placey”

He was a frolicker and he blossomed awesome with a mood always in full bloom. Fools he met at school called him uncool for the locket of lilacs that he’d spool up in his pocket. He never thought that he could stop it propped in sun shine…fine he was the flower kid. And maybe he was feminine. But attitude and apptitude were something that he never hid, or sowed away like seeds he birthed in earth don’t be dismissive. There’s nothing wrong with being genuine and different in any instance. 

 And he never understood why people laughed right in his face, but when I met for myself the flower kid he truly blew me away like I’m a dandelion lying on me back I asked so what’s your wish. He wanted someone who loved him in the way he loVed each stick and speck of dirt as he traveled across the earth with a pocketful of seeds and saplings majestically dispersed.   

The dreamweaver (poem song and drawing)

Lyrics/Poetry:

I am a dreamweaver
a truth seer in this worlds theater
peaking from puckered edge of ethereal plane in plain view
i see the difference but i realize were the same too
many times before i’ve lost my center in a balancing act
but didn’t trust that each of this is an ancient artifact
of art or fact where arts official not artificial if its de la soul
Ill hardly trickle down the tickled landscape of a rolling road
As i’m expanding i don’t think ill ever find one home
but plan to roam to rome and let all of OUR thoughts implode…

Jut like that something happened in the frozen tundra of that hectic hallway
as if to say this worlds a cradle and the love it shove is with me all day
Self Centered egotistical and arrogant they all say
but how many others can you call upon for help always and in All ways
I took grip in that tall haze and broadened my small gaze
past the tidal waves of consumption into a world of active passivism and passive activists

Blissfully and playfully i was cast into the spiders web where i sent a signal outward as to say
i know now not to announce that im the one when were all one and at once i didnt wonder
why the whispers extrapolated exasperated I said wait THIS CANT BE HAPPENING
but it was and id seen it coming so my disregard fo fumbling rose and the sun shone
bright as the plights of angels of the star striped trail of tear me open and my ego froze
dove into myself and left my lungs exposed to the wind you have to win you have to win
you have to wind me up and let me loose perception always seemed to seam me right back up
I dont need to be a warrior or worry or war with the worms of the earth for they too came here
and they too frame fears and try to see the picture, I dont doubt it when i carry my heart in my hand
because my heart is a fist full of pink inklings that isnt wishful thinking and there is no risk of sinking
So lets go let go jump in and swin youre so caught up in control that you’re sure to mis evereything
and it’s all so fucking beautiful

All i know is that i came from the earth and i came for the earth to unearth all the worth and
coerce all the cursed into a blessing because this world is the birth of the search and
it starts with me
no it starts with you
so say it starts with me
say it starts with me

Fracture

I don’t know about everyone else but i’ve been stupid busy lately, even now i should absolutely be studying for the two exams i have before thanksgiving break. At the very least i should be doing laundry or going food shopping but lately i’ve had little to no motivation.

the world is big and beautiful and theres more to bite off than you could ever chew.

I’m feeling a little fractured and i wrote about it.

enjoy

https://soundcloud.com/subtle-keystrokes/fracture

Hush

hush

 

https://soundcloud.com/subtle-keystrokes/hush

Lyrics:

Let’s talk about love no let’s talk about lust hush little girl don’t always talk like a gun I said hush little boy don’t always talk with ya blunt. Huh, clenched fist splintering tide pool minnowing, tryna grow up can’t see there’s a baby in all of us. And the child in me is the only one with any courage
responsibility thats cowardice hiding in the dark I’m a flower kid how’s this ever gonna be fun you need sun Hun. I’m so special I’m silly. My personalitys gon kill me. my professional future looks like building buildings. Or least making buildings not fall. Yea right imma make my contribution pay the debts off and I’m done peace out. I was nice to me all of y’all and I’m glad I helped. But I’ll be working on my music from here on out so hear me out. This might get a little louder will you hear me shout would you let me pout you know I always get like that. I’m here I’m there I’m everywhere and suddenly I’m back I’m back so don’t worry…. I wrote this track with intense intentions album coming fall so pay attention.  Don’t mention me when the day is done. Ill progress fill tall glass snag hall pass smoke all class head back for lunch becuae I just remember I packed captain crutch. Then we dance till we see the sun. Come on ppl am I the only one. I think I’ll walk off the edge of earth but first one curse you’re all deathly hollow. Mind state altered, I assume I’ll be take under by the undertoe who knows

I sai don’t fuss when we talk about trust and don’t trust when drank a few cups shutup! Hush little girl don’t act like your crushed  said hush little don’t always act like your fucked. Blush like your impaired by embarresed Ferris wheel experience you could see the fairest princess below this will be day that I say hello.
Um hello how are you.
I’m perfect fellow who are you
I’m your night in shining armor
You look more like a farmer
Actually I’m a working man I work my ass for the scraps I can. I have a little land and I thought maybe I’d land you this awful offer. Will you take my hand and well one day prosper.
Dear god that’s a joke bloke approaches with those clothes barely knitted probably never washed either you stupid or sick or you can’t see the tiara. Don’t you know my father is the dean I oxford you probably uneducated too. Get away from my space boy I’m sick of you oooooo

Suttle stories for the bored and boring. One day soon let the world adore me. Tell then I’ll keep preforming alone in my room. She said I love you but you’re no my type he said I love you so take of te rights she said I need you but just not tonight. He said now tht that’s through I’m off good night. She said I can read but I need you’re light. I said I’ll be staying dim till the times right I’m waiting for the limelight

Hush little girl don’t always talk like a gun hush little boy don’t have act like you’ve won Hush little girl don’t have to surrender to touch. Hush little boy don’t have tally your fucks. Hush little girl I know emotions can suck  hush little boy plenty of Time left for love hush little girl hush little boy, hush hush hush hush hush hush…..